why do i even care? sheesh...

Honestly speaking, if thats what you want, why dont you go and work it out yourself?!
Your obliviousness is driving me insane!!! make up your fucking mind! GAWD...



GRRRR!!!,
M

happy birthday malaysia ♥

So here i am, in my dorm, infront of the lappie with tons of assignments piling up when theres loads of people gathering at dataran merdeka right now to celebrate independence day. oh how i wish i could be there. honestly, ive never celebrate independence day in dataran merdeka. i would love to do it someday with a bunch of friends :)
my housemates are celebrating it by shouting and laughing their asses off watching 'vampire sucks'. hahaha.
i refuse to watch it cos i was planning to watch it in the cinemas with my besties before eid. we'll see.

gtg now.
cant wait for raya...
M

action kamen! haha

my current crush ^-^



You are the best guy I could ever ask for
With you I'll experiance sides of life that will never leave me
It's just we've come to a time where our ways go apart
Maybe to meet up again probably not

Still I don't lie when I say I love you
But I'm a girl who needs some action
You are not my actionman anymore
Still I don't lie when I say I love you

Don't act like this comes as a shock
I know you noticed the fact in the corner of your mind
You told me many times you won't survive without me by your side
But please don't mistrust

Still I don't lie when I say I love you
But I'm a girl who needs some action
You are not my actionman anymore
Still I don't lie when I say I love you

Soon you'll hook up with the prettiest girl in town
and when you do I will feel a sting of regret
'cause the grass is always greener on the other side

Still I don't lie when I say I love you
But I'm a girl who needs some action
You are not my actionman anymore
Still I don't lie when I say I love you

Still I don't lie when I say I love you
But I'm a girl who needs some action
You are not my actionman anymore
Still I don't lie when I say I love you

I wish there were a way back
But I'm a afraid I can't find one

u told me to live the life?
i will :)
M

there u r. haha

life is weird. a few weeks ago, i was talking bout my lost old friend and wondering how he's doin. I figured that i would never see him again and i got over it. wrong! there he is. hes doin pretty fine :D
i dont think he remembers me though. but at least i know hes still alive. lol

yeay!
M

exactly my point!

weirdest video ever! xD but i love it nonetheless :D





Oh when I look to the shape of my heart,
it's seperated only by scars,
that cut in and cut out, or leave me without,
all a heart that functions at all.

And when I look to the shape of the sky,
I give thanks for this hollow chest of mine,
that I no longer feel, the great weight of ordeals,
that can make this life so unkind

If there's any love in me, don't let it show,
oh and if there's any love in me, don't let it grow

Oh when the wild was all covered by snow,
I forgot the colours that the grass tend to glow,
Oh the trees were all leafless, and lifeless and black,
and I wondered if the leaves could grow back

For your heart is like a forest, it grows,
and its the rain, but just the sun that lets it bloom,
and you don't know how it feels to be alive,
until you know how it feels to die

If there's any love in me, don't let it show,
oh and if there's any love in me, don't let it grow
If there's any love in me, don't let it show,
oh and if there's any love in me, don't let it grow

dont let it grow.
M

merci..

it means a lot to me :)

pending

A friend of mine said "just because you like it, it doesnt mean u can have it"
hmm... then should i just settle for second best? what if i dont want to? :(
if only u knew it does matter to me. and sometimes it hurts when u say certain things. but i cant say a thing because i want u to figure it out urself. if only u could open ur eyes and see everything in a new perspective.

if only,
M