CURSE of the thirty-first!!

Every 31st has a new meaning to me now. Its the day when people show their true colours and it seems to appear so shocking that i simply could not believe it. They seem so harmless from the outside. Its as if they turn from well-mannered,decent people to scary,viscous, inconsiderate, heartless people. And all of that transformation happened just as soon as they walk past through those glass doors. i can see the hunger and need (sometimes greed) in their eyes just to have those colourful, sweet-smelling,candy-like appearance frozen dessert.It is originally called as iced cream and now well-known as ice cream. yum..=P
I must say that most of the people out there think that no one can do any harm in an ice cream shop. like for godds sake, its just ice cream. pshh... oh no no no.. you are so wrong!
its ugly in there. You will realize it if you ever experienced working there. The 31st scares me. it makes me nervous thinking about it the other day. its like a bloody battlefield! You'll come home tired and battered and bruised.. i feel like a zombie the next day. just lying in my room staring at the blank ceiling feeling numb. i was just too tired to move a muscle. its soooo draining. i wanted to give up half way(during work) but i kept telling myself that i wanted to give it my all.(since it is the last day i'll be working there) so i didnt want to disappoint anyone. that include the customers and my co-workers. so i tried so hard not to complain. just to stay cool and calm although my whole body aches and my mind screams for just a short rest. towards the end of the day, i was starting to lose feelings of my legs. and the customers were getting more agressive by the minute. They are so inconsiderate. had they not think that we were working our arses off since nine in the morning just to serve them and trying to be like effin'angels behind the counters. even if they scream their dissatisfaction towards us , we just have to keep plastering that big FAKE smile on our faces at them. oh yes, we have to pretend like we have heart like stone too. whatever. patience are the main key in keeping myself going till the end. and well, thank god i kept that in check. and i survived! phew~
So now im back to square one. Jobless and rotting at home. but now, im trying to appreciate rotting here while i can. i know when school starts, everything is going to change and time will fly so fast cos im gonna keep myself occupied with school assignments and what not.
The bottomline is ive experienced alot of things in just a span of 2 months. it has thought me a quarter part of the world. and im glad ive stepped on that small quarter of the outside world. im looking forward towards the rest but im gonna take it one step at a time. ill take my time to indulge on the goodness of it and learn from the mistakes ill make later on. for now, all i can do is just move on with life.Unveil another mysterious chapter,it makes me anxious...

P/s: my other keypad on my cellphone came off. the last one came off was during january 31st. and the next one is on march 31st. isnt that ironic?? thats why the title for this entry is the curse of the 31st. its not because we cuss so much on that day (well, maybe) but its mainly because weird things happen that day. hmm..
anyways, ciao for now.

<3,m