i lived, i loved

I wanna leave my footprints on the sands of time
Know there was something that, and something that I left behind
When I leave this world, I'll leave no regrets
Leave something to remember, so they won't forget

~Queen B~

sometimes i think of what will happen when my time comes.

what would be the things that reminds them of me?

what impact have i made in their lives? bad ones or good ones?

would the people i love be there with me till the end?

would i remain in their hearts and memories?

only allah knows.

its a scary feeling, not knowing what will happen a year later, tomorrow or even today.

but i really hope when its time, the people ive hurt have forgiven me, especially my family.

i apologize for everything ive done. may allah bless all of u. amin :)

to mak, please be strong. hang in there. we're all here for you. but, if it is time for you to go, we just want you to know that we love you from the bottom of our hearts and im sorry if i ever did anything to hurt you. may allah bless your precious soul and may u r.i.p in heaven. u remain in our hearts forever,mak <3

from ur granddaughter,

sending all my love to u,

marisa.