Dark, you can't come soon enough for me
Saved, from one more day of misery
Everything I love, get back for me now
Everyone I love, I need you now
~tegan and sara~

just stop for a minute and let me breathe. everything is so suffocating. just wait...
M

in case ill go there

its ok. im sure i can do this :) insyallah..

i never told you

i couldnt tell u that when u say those things, it hurts me even more.
i wished u knew. so u would stop all this. please :'(

M

call it off

I won't regret saying this
This thing
That I'm saying
Is it better than
Keeping my mouth shut
That goes without saying
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I won't be out long
But I still think it better if
You take your time
Coming over here
I think that's for the best
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now
We'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do

hung up,
M

i caught myself

i want my life back. please stop this.
please,
M

putting an end to this game.

yesterday i was caught in the rain
holding hands with the past then it came
all the thoughts of you are in vain

when the suns down i hear my name
you wanna talk but i'm tired of your game
i'm warn down and can not hear a sound
boy you make we wanna

cry cry cry
when you tell me all your
lie lies lies
but when you hold me i could
die die die
boy you make me want to
cry cry cry

yesterday i was picking my brain
trying to find why you treat me this way
don't wanna fight, don't wanna hurt anymore
but there's moments i cannot resist
like when you grab me and give me a kiss
still something i'm knowing is missing
boy you make me wanna

cry cry cry
when you tell me all your
lie lie lies
but when you hold me i could
die die die
boy you make me want to
cry cry cry

when you're calling me i read between the lines
watching you operate all the games that we play
oh, i try to tell myself it will all work out right
but every time i see you
and every time i hear you i just

cry cry cry
when you tell me all your
lie lie lies
but when you hold me i could
die die die
boy you make me want to
cry cry cry


why do u have to do this to me? im tired of all this.
it hurts so much..
i want to run away. please let me. dont hold me down.
even if it hurts me even more to leave this but maybe its the only way.
sorry...i hope you can understand and appreciate my decisions.
bye,
M

FML

im speechless this time

:'(
M

They echo me in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify

Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run to them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away

boo!
M

working on it

"I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you
and that I don't want you anymore.
Now all I need to do is convince myself."

she said it right.
M

getting over my seasickness.

I'm your shoulder I'm the quick drive over
Trying to fix your stuff, well I give up

Ooh, you never see me standing right in front of you

Sooner or later you're gonna come around
And you'll be sorry when you figure out

M

song about love gone terribly wrong..

Maybe, if my heart stops beating,
it wont hurt this much
And never will i have to
answer again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong

Because i'll never let this go,
but i can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
but now i feel like i don't know you

alone,
M