peaceful~

aaaaahhh......~ i feel so calm today. hmm...i could even close my eyes and all of the happy thoughts comes out. lols..its been a while since i felt this way. i guess its because my mum is working. im alone at home most of the time. damn, it feels so good! xP
ive been listening to soo much sappy and slow songs lately.even jazz and sometimes electronic(it makes me energetic). i kept on repeating alex-flowerpot. it is such a calm song. it makes me forget all of the hardships ive been through the whole year. i think its a good way to let 2008 past and move on with a fresh new start in 2009! i wonder how 2009 would turn out.would it make my life change? i hope so. but in a good way.
i hope i get high marks for my spm. hmm..it worries me.
hope i get to enroll into a great school.
i hope i could still continue with doing creative stuff.
make accessories or cards or bags or postcards or necklaces!haha...absolutely anything..
i hope sooo much for my future.
im nervous for 2009. its time to face the real world.hehe..thats what my mum always say.
i hope i get the job i applied for next year. i need to save money. for sooo much stuff i wana do. even for my trip to korea that ive been longing for. i believe that i will have the chance to travel! nothing is impossible =)

so, im spending my night reading tina's fanfic while listening to alex,clazziquai, kim ji eun,khalil fong and joanna wang. they are my current favourites <3

JOANNA WANG-the best mistake ive ever made

CLAZZIQUAI-romeo and juliet


ALEX(clazziquai)-flowerpot. originally a song from loveholic.


KHALIL FONG-love song


KHALIL FONG-sorry

ITS BIIIIG BANG!

only BB can make feel so warm and fuzzy inside =P
its very random i know..hehe..i gtg sleep now.
im off,
be4 that ,
i want to send some love to the world with BB's latest song.
sunset glow remix.
enjoy!




saranghae <3,
emme

crap-undoe...=P

sorry irah cos it took me so long to read ur posts on ur blog. i was wondering y isnt irah replying to my messages???! lols.. cos there was so much stuff i wanted to tell her but its like shes mute or smthng. like im talking to a wall.haha. i thought u didnt like the idea of 'special price'.
anyways, im still living a normal and sometimes hectic life, everyday chores. ive to do it from morning till afternoon and sometimes evening.i hate today's chores cos it involves cleaning dust all over the house. im allergic to them! even one speck of dust could make me sneeze like a hurricane coming through and my eyes would become teary and red. im already having a flu. i almost got a fever yesterday. cos i went out with tina and it was raining heavily. we went to find prom dresses!! not for me though..for tina. since shes so hyped up about it. n dont even mind about how ridiculously expensive the tix are. im not going since i dont think its necessary. btw, according to lisa guys dont go to prom. so, nothing is fascinating about that.so, theres just gonna be us girls. baik x payah pakai apa2. just go naked.hahaha

yesterday was fun. went to bangsar to shop in catswhiskers. tina insist on going there cos dia kata bangsar murah.woo~ bangsar is so not murah! its effin expensive.. i rather shop in s'pore. although its money rate is twice malaysians money but there r so much discounts there. since it is the festive season. so,cats whiskers dresses r pretty but money-wise,ouch.. tina is apparently rich yesterday. i saw so many greens in her purse. woo~i went dizzy 4 a sec. oh, i 4got, we saw shigim in catswhiskers too. tina lah, kept pointing at her.lols.. she looks more mature now. fara said she looked like mel. i dont think so.

other than that, i just went back from s'pore. so..theres tons of pics but most of it is my nieces' pic. shes so adorable! i love her! went shopping in ang mo kio harp(im x sure if i spelled it rite) i totally love it. cos i found this stationary shop which ship stuff from korea and japan! the stuff there are too cute and its not that pricey either. the shop is called ARTBOX. i had to buy smthing. so i bought a diary which only cost me about $4.90. i remember the price of every item i bought in s'pore cos im sticking to a budget. i love these two shops in far east plaza(did i spell it rite?) COTTON ON and i dont know the other shop's name but i got a printed shirt dress which is very affordable.i hope im going to s'pore again during this hols. maybe i'll buy accessories. i wanna find a locket that fits our photobooth pics. so i can carry it everywhere.

so, now im back to reality and i hve to move my lazy bum now to do some chores. my mum is complaining. so i have to go. i dunno when is the next time i'll post stuff. oh, im gonna try to post pics. and update the BBVIP meet n greet i promised to rae byung. and maybe spend some time posting BB stuff in me n RB's BB blog. and try to 'socialize'with other BBVIPs in the BB forum. and then i think bout the prom. wanna help tina n fara dress up 4 it. then, i'll think about the KOREAN FESTIVAL in jalan...apa ntah... i'll ask RB again. so much stuff to do, yet so little time. how can that even be possible. school is over rite? if only there is MORE time. ok,enuff of all that crap and complaining. choreschoreschoreschores....

bubbye then.
<3,m

BB Msia VIPz..meet n greet ;P

sorry i took too long to upload these pics..bianhe..

i was bz packing for singapore and was so exhausted i dozed off.

it was really fun! i enjoyed it very much.

wish i could write more but i hve to get ready. leavg in an hour. s'pore here i come!!

thanks unnies ^^

we shud do it again next time=P

what a bummer..

isnt it ironic when u wana make things right, but it turns out worse than be4?
yup, its like im prone to troublesome stuff this yr.
i would just have to stay strong. i guess its all part of growing up.
really man, what a bummer...

maybe my last post or the month

have to go now since its already what? 4 in the morining??! lol..

my last post for the month i think. i have to go study

so..here goes. the things that remind me of s'pore

i miss it badly T-T

the flats/apartments look like old flats in s'pore..

the toll reminds me of the immigration we have to go thru every time.

this is nothing. just bringing my korean book everywhere i go.hehe

theres only two of the pics cos i cant find any other things that resembles there. feel so sad...

i wanna go home * i mean my 2nd home.n nope, its x school.lol*

my precioussss...

presents!
just a sneakpeak will do.



currently addicted to my happy pills. thanks rae byung!


OMGdragon tee. love it ^-^
it comes with a card n delicious cupcakes.
but tina, what am i going to do with the 'bread' spelling?

funny card. i hate all things pink except this card.lol..

my 7-teenth bday

the heavenly cake


look at my sengal brother! lol


soaking in all the love..


fara, mel and me

i mark 24th of september 2008 as one of the most memorable day of my 17 yrs of living in this planet =)

i lovelovelove & thank...
*my family for making an effort in celebrating my bday although it was during puasa.
*my friends for buying me gifts although it was in the spm trials week. and im in the trial mode. i was so serious. but it was maths that day so the stress was not that bad. but still..i am so terharu ^-^
to my gudeyo, thank you for the happy pills! i think i got overdosed cos i feel so high after reading all that. teehee..
fara, mel so unexpected of u! i am so hunting down that brownie-flavored icecream after spm.
hotshort and polabear, i can never thank enough. u know how much i love u guys and this is getting a bit too mushy for me to handle. hehe
*my sister for being such an angel! u dont get that all the time..lolz


i am truly thankful of what i have now. god has been so generous in giving me such awesome ppl in my life =D


but can i ask for more? cos i want BB! lolz.. no, jokejoke..*but kalau boleh, kasi
lah*

kebaya has a nostalgic feeling to it. dont u think?

well, i think it does ^-^

it took me so long to finally post this. i had to re-edit everything cos my dad's pc 'accidentally' deleted my edited pics. argh~ i am so pissed but i did it all back and it took me an hour. im not pro at editing, ok? it took longer me than i thought. so this is like my first try ;) take it easy on me..

these are pics of kebaya ladies (fara n tina) posing for the camera wo-man (in chucks.lol) after the merdeka celebration in our school. it was like spring that month. the flowers were blossoming and we just could not resist them! they look like sakuras.. since we are sooo far from japan, we decided to indulge on what we have here instead. appreciate the things that we always take for granted.

i was just testing. it turns out fine =)

after a few jumps they got tired.yela, the camera wo-man so demanding! joke joke..lol

the tree that makes everything happen..

camera wo-man (irah*with chucks*)lol..

i love sung min's payung(umbrella)

the end of the kebaya photoshoot. on to the next one. ok, irah?

Raya is just around the corner..

RAYA is a few hours away! i wonder how it would turn out like..cos im going to have to celebrate it here instead of in singapore.feel a bit disappointed though ...
i miss fasting and raya there T-T
i miss the whole couch thing we always do in the morning of raya. (surprisingly like what irah does ever yr too.lol.) take pics of each family at my grandmas couch.
i doubt this yr would be as awesome as the yrs be4 but im not gonna let that ruin my raya spirit!
no one is gonna make me feel crappy during raya..yeah!
i really wonder how it would turn like. i hope i dont feel like an outcast there cos i always do.
hmm.. lets not dwell on that matter too much. we still have food and duit raya *if there is duit raya..*
aww.. i really hope it doesnt turn out crappy :'(

kejap tau..

im posting pics of the merdeka outing and my bday celebration next.
cant do it now cos have to clean up my room an d the hse for raya.
so,till next time.

heaps of love,
m

PHEW..

finally i changed my blogskin! yeah...
its freakin hard. im straining my eyes the whole way..headachee..
aein(jacq), how do u always change ur blogskin until it look so nice?? hmm? tired leh..
i think im gona lay off of blogskins for quite a long time after this. im x going thru that again! unless im dying out of boredom, then thats an exception.

anyways...
i would like to say,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! to every muslims out there..
in the next few days, we'll be seeing tons of ppl in colourfrul baju raya strutting their stuff everywhere. so much fun! DUIT RAYA! woo~ lol..ketupat & rendang.yum... ah..lapar..still fasting btw.

to my wicked and quirky friends:
SLAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA!
i minta maaf kalau ada salah silap.. sori lah eh? forgive me plz..^-^
lets go out kumpul duit raya nak??hehe..
i siap ada wallet baru tuh...xP

<3,m

more than frustrated emme..

my blog is under construction. it looks like shit now. i m bz. gtg. grrr....

im editing pics now. cant post yet cos i have to go out. again -_-"
wanna stay at home and edit, then blog a whole bunch of crap, then watch 'nobody' on my aein's blog(jacq), then blog on bb blog, then do a bb marathon,then see my gudeyo's(amira) bb blog on wordpress.so many agenda's but i cant do it today! so frustrated..
lastly, i have to shoutout to my polabear..cant do it now too.. wa~ T-T *sobs*
have to find away..
be right back to post more! *hopefully*
i'll be holding to a rabbits foot.lol..(like mel does)

<3,m

merdeka celebration!

it took me so long to finally post this. i tried to post the vid guys but it took effin long so i gave up. im just putting the pics i manage to capture that day. i have to go anyways. have to study for trials next week. damn! time flies so fast. *pejam celik pejam celik* gone! and im still wasting my time here -_-"

sejarah... i feel like a zombie reading it. im reading it with no heart at all. the only thing sejarah has done to me for all this years is..put me to sleep. no meds needed. so anyone having trouble sleeping, i advice u to start reading sejarah every night. very educational..ekh!

<3,m